Paris Hilton on being Miss Blueballer
por Blake Tif: Paris Hilton
People assumed Paris Hilton was a sex symbol, but she wasn't that at all. Those who knew her called her Miss Blueballer since she refused to sleep with anyone. After a tape of her and an ex-boyfriend leaked, it took her a long time before she could be intimate again. Yet she felt forced to play a character anyway, doing sexy shoots and the Carl's Jr. commercial to project a vibe she didn't actually feel inside. She describes this as a hard dichotomy: wanting to be seen for who you are while knowing you still have to play the game in a man's world. The worst part is how the world reacted to the leak, focusing on calling her names instead of holding her ex accountable as a predator. Men will never fully understand why the blame landed on her rather than him.
Transcrição (en)
It took me a while. Just like people even gave me the nickname of Miss Blue Baller. And that's what people would call me because I wouldn't do anything. But then in the public, people assume something else. And then I kind of just, I don't know, played into the character and like doing the Carl's Jr. commercial, doing all these really sexy shoots. So kind of like exuding and showing this kind of sex symbol vibe. But deep inside, I didn't feel that way at all. Yeah, it's so weird. Like men will never understand. It's like you, there's a way to like, yes, progress in the world through your looks and through like in moments like playing the game. But then it also doesn't like negate the fact that like you are a human being and like you are going home at night feeling so over sexualized. And it's just like there's, it's a hard like dichotomy of like wanting to be seen for who you are but also recognizing we still live in a man's world so you're gonna play the fucking game in some moments and I think the sex tape thing I I agree with you I think it was like it's the perfect example of like how wrong the world is with like why was it all about you and how much of a slut and a whore you were that what you had sex with your boyfriend it's like why is he not like a predator at this point
