@mason_247Kaia Gerber poured out a tribute to her late brother Presley, admitting that reading every book on grief hasn't given her a single answer because the sheer scale of losing him is impossible to put into words. The memory of them as kids keeps surfacing, specifically how she was too terrified to get her ears pierced so he always went first, but holding the earring they took from his body made her realize it belongs to him and she wishes with everything in her that he hadn't gone first this time. Claiming loving him was easy would be a lie since that implies effort, yet she was born loving him and will die loving him because there was never anything else. She is figuring out how to love him without seeing him or calling him, trying to be his sister in a world where she can't reach for him anymore, even though she doesn't know how to do that yet. She says knowing exactly where it ends, she'd choose their life and its ending all over again just to be his sister on the other side of the grief. The reality is heavy: she loves her brother, and her brother is dead, which makes any party feel like it sucks so bad without prez.

@mason_247Kaia Gerber poured out a tribute to her late brother Presley, admitting that reading every book on grief hasn't given her a single answer because the sheer scale of losing him is impossible to put into words. The memory of them as kids keeps surfacing, specifically how she was too terrified to get her ears pierced so he always went first, but holding the earring they took from his body made her realize it belongs to him and she wishes with everything in her that he hadn't gone first this time. Claiming loving him was easy would be a lie since that implies effort, yet she was born loving him and will die loving him because there was never anything else. She is figuring out how to love him without seeing him or calling him, trying to be his sister in a world where she can't reach for him anymore, even though she doesn't know how to do that yet. She says knowing exactly where it ends, she'd choose their life and its ending all over again just to be his sister on the other side of the grief. The reality is heavy: she loves her brother, and her brother is dead, which makes any party feel like it sucks so bad without prez.